Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Learning How to Live A Life With Meaning

Please remember that none of my posts are for a pity party, but just to vent for a minute and to share that even in some of life's toughest circumstances we can still look to the one who made us. The last few months have definitely been very interesting to say the least. I have been diagnosed with even more health issues and to be quite honest it leaves me wondering sometimes "what's next Lord?".
One being intervertebral lumbar disc disorder with myelothapy, which is degeneration in the lower portion of my back. However, with everything in life there is a definite meaning. GOD never does anything without a distinct purpose. Even though it does bring discomfort sometimes, my thought is that as long as I can walk I can give the devil trouble. My biggest thought though is that there has to be someone out there that GOD needs me to reach out to when they are going through surgery with some kind of disc disorder or when they are going through something to do with the back.
Another thing that the doctors are about to diagnose me with is called POTS Syndrome. To be honest with you all I know about this at this point is that it makes your heart race, makes you get out of breath easily and makes you extremely tired, but again GOD has remained as always so faithful. He is my amazing guide and help in everything. His love and grace are always sufficient.
Something I personally can always hold onto is that GOD is not up there scratching his head wondering what in the world is going to happen next, because he already knows and he already has a plan for everything.

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