Still Living a Life with Meaning...No matter the Circumstances

This is again not for a pity party but just to get some things off my chest that I have been dealing with a lot lately. Crohn's/Enteritis which is very similar has been giving me a run for my money so to speak for the last month and a half or so. With two flares which is a lot for me since starting the new medicine that had helped to at least put it in remission somewhat. GOD has blessed me with an amazing gastroenterologist who has also stuck with me through all of this which is more of a blessing than a lot of people know. Its amazing what GOD can use us here on earth to do whether we are a doctor, lawyer or just an ordinary business person. However sometimes we just have to continue to hold GOD's hand through it as He uses those people and believe that one day we will see His face and everything will be so much more than worth it. That doesnt change the fact though that its very frustrating when you are in college trying to accomplish GOD's will for your life, but I am determined to not give up because if the devil had it his way I would not be here at school doing GOD's will for my life. GOD has still been so amazing during this time. Through everything He has stuck right by me which has helped me through each day. WOW! what would we do without GOD with us through everything...Thank you GOD for everything you still continue to amaze me!!!
Also they are now looking into the possibility of me having something wrong with my heart. Which is also very frustrating and causing a lot of issues but GOD is still so much more than faithful and whether there is something wrong with my heart or not I will still trust GOD through all of this. However, I would like for the doctors to figure it out and not writing it off as something so that they dont have to deal with it. I cant wait to see who I am going to be able to reach out to now as a result of this. If its just one person it will so be worth every minute of it.

Being with my Bubba

When you are a kid normally you dislike your siblings very much because of sibling rivalry and other things like that. But let someone else do something to your siblings and it would be on. However, as time goes on a love grows between siblings that nothing and no one could ever come between. I had the amazing opportunity this past weekend to visit with my brother who lives in Germany and whom I hardly ever get to see. It was absolutely amazing to see him since I hadnt seen him since February and him getting saved in March just put icing on the cake. WOW!! My brother is absolutely amazing. In February about every other word almost literally was a cuss word. This past weekend however he never even slipped up and said a cuss word. GOD is so indescribably awesome. GOD has so transformed his life and that is what I have prayed for years would happen. He is raising the two most amazing little boys in the world and couldnt be happier. Bubba I love you and am so thankful for what GOD has done in your life and what He continues to do. Thanks for giving me the three most amazing nephews(Isaac, Caaleb, and Noah) and sister in law. I love you lots.